Day 4. Nearly caved last night

[nsd_user663_8876]

If i was going to start smoking again it would have been last night. I had a row with my OH where he ended up storming off taking his indiian take-away home with him!!! I then polished off a bottle of wine, got very depressed and was so so so close to smoking.

The thing that stopped me was my (drunk)will power. I figured he'd probably crumble and hit the fags so no way will i. :cool: Also i don't want to go through another 3 day of nicotine clear out.

[nsd_user663_8876]

Apart from the awful evening i am really glad to have made it to day 4 ct.

Less cravings today and another smokefree day i hope. I can do things with the children without feeling guilty.

[nsd_user663_9175]

well done for not giving in fallen angel Yesterday was a difficult one but we can do it!

[nsd_user663_8770]

OMG well done you are so brave - that must be one of the most tempting situations you will face - drunk, angry etc- if u can get through that u can get through anything - WELL DONE!!!

Day 4 for me too wooohoooo!!

Lxx

[nsd_user663_9173]

Well done Fallen Angel. It's so easy to slip and pick up the cigarettes, but then you have to start this all over again!

Stay strong

[nsd_user663_8847]

Oh that's some willpower! Well done, you are my hero!!

[nsd_user663_6657]

Well done for fighting the stress and not smoking. Strange how the stressful episodes always seem to happen on day 4.

[nsd_user663_8876]

Thanks

I would of been angry at myself if i did lapse last night, so glad i didn't.

[nsd_user663_3910]

Good for you in reaching day 4 after a massive crave. And equally good for you for being on the internet at 7.30 in the morning after a bottle of wine!

I bet today you feel massively proud of yourself and your achievement. Hope you patch things up with the OH.

Good for you, I bet you don't stop smiling about it all day.

Lorraine

[nsd_user663_4786]

Just wanted to add my congrats to all the above, you got through a difficult situation well, and that is worth celebrating, hope you have a wonderful day with the kids.

[nsd_user663_9220]

Morning Angel,

Well done to you hunny, keep it going dont give in ( they tell me it gets easier)

xx

[nsd_user663_9065]

Well done Ifind on stress ,it is hard and i just reach for the cig .

Hope you make it up with OH .

[nsd_user663_8876]

No i won't reach for the cig's. :cool: I just need to feel better and for these headaches to go. I'm feeling quite depressed now.

The OH is now non existent in my moody life.