I quit on the 1st March [5 weeks today] and the first few weeks were quite easy, and i thought OK this is great I can handle the odd craving here and there, I can deal with it, I'll just keep busy and it will pass! which they did pass but now I feel I am sinking.
I burst into tears for next to nothing, I an so angry and get wound up so easy! I miss being able to lock yself outside in the garden with a cuppa and a cigarette to get away from it all.
I just don't think I could feel any lower than I do right now, I have been feeling like this for the last two weeks and I can't shake it off, I am missing it terribly! it was like it was something that was for me, that was mine and that I enjoy now its as if someone has cut of my legs or something I am getting so hacked of with feeling so shitty that i am almost tempted to give up on giving up! and just admit defeat! It all started so well but now I feel so depressed and tearful that i don't think I can continue fighting it anymore.
I am lost...