A big thanks to those what helped me yesterday..
Feel bit like the baby who spat her dummy out because i got no replies well
i have been acting like one what with the moods, tantrums and tears (Should carry a mop and bucket with me to mop them up)
Anyway after reading your replies ive decided to stay here day 23 it was a tiny but silly blip, but no going back only forwards now seeing it as a one way street if that makes any sense..
Thanks again your advice and replies do really help..