Day 36 or 5 weeks completed! I should be over the moon but just feeling a bit bleurgh. Had a good moan in week 3 yesterday which did make me feel better and had an early night but still a bit rubbish today.
Was dreaming about smoking last night and it was the first one where I remember actually smoking. I had four and had smoked three and loved them. I knew I had quit but didn't care any more and said "Its OK I can stop again after I finish these 4" :eek: A bit shaken after that lol! Feel a bit weird now. Don't want to smoke so don't understand why my mind would do this to me.
I opted for chocolate and lots of it last night and might need to do the same today. Anything that helps right