Day 4 and feeling a little more upbeat today but then its only early so anything is possible.
Massive role reversal going on last night and today, OH really struggled yesterday in work, as he is the boss the guys have to ask him whether they can go for a smoke, usually he joins them but I think its hit him hard that he isnt now. He had real cravings last night and this morning but he is doing so well and I keep telling him that. So I am the one that is being calmer and he is the one climbing the walls - but like many of you have said giving up affects everyone differently. He said he saw me with a smile on my face last night for the first time since Sunday.
We apologised to each other last night for the night before and he spoke to the kids and told them, they are really happy about it and have said to us that all they have ever wanted was for us to try - this coming from the 6 year old.
We both went "patchless" last night as we both needed a really good nights sleep and we both did, although every morning this week hasnt been that much of a struggle as I havent wanted my first cig of the day but this morning I really struggled but got in the shower and tried to keep busy. As OH doesnt have to get up for another couple of hours, I put him a patch on whilst he was semi consious - he said it helped loads although the craving still there.
Hope everyone has a good day today