One tough, stubborn little B@stard - yes, I am talking about myself I have made it to day 9 and started to think I should stop boring you all with my daily posts now.
Anyway, I was back to college last night, first time since I stopped smoking. For some reason I find it tough doing something for the first time without smoking. Last night was tough. The drive from work to college, the waiting around before college started, break time at college, going home from college. So yeah, college was tough, you get the idea. But I did get through it, and hopefully next time I'm at college it will be even easier.
It is getting easier and easier to just "brush" the thought away. I can't really say its a craving as such, its just the thought of "Yeah, I could really do with a smoke right now" or "I used to smoke whilst I was doing this" which can be quickly told where to go. It just seems like a long process of re-teaching myself how to do stuff without smoking. If only my stupid head would hurry up and realise that I DONT smoke anymore.
Yeah, yeah Mr Sub-Concious, you have been used to it for 13 odd years. Get over it mate, sh!t happens, times change, and this is for the benefit of both of us, now stop whinge-ing in my ear and get used to it!
Wow, so I went from saying I'm not really going to post a new topic every day to ending up rambling away and talking to myself.
I'm not really mental, I promise LOL
How's everyone else today? I hope you all are kicking the sh!t out of the beast. Remember kids, its all in the mind. He has taken control of your mind and you are re-claiming it back for yourself. NO more brainwashing.