Ok so i just smoked my LAST CIG EVER! i am soooo fed up with this. i quit for a month and have smoked (secretly) for the last 2 weeks, but this is it for God's sake this is mad. i am hiding in the kitchen with the window open hoping the kids will give me 5 mins to finish before they need me, what the hell am i thinking my kids NEED me to not be hiding in the kitchen slowly killing myself.
i know i can do this, i did do this after 1 month quit i was feeling better and finding it easier. my OH does not smoke, my sister has quit my whole family think i quit ages ago and they all think it is great.
So i know the tricks the monster plays with his great friend white wine and i will never let him do that to me again.
My littlest daughter just started school yesterday, so here i am a free woman in every sense and i will start my new life right here and now, i will be a fit, healthy, happy mum, wife, daughter, friend and a great big wonderful ME.
Thanks for reading.
it doesn't matter how many time you try, the thing is to keep going