I went to the drs and explained what had happened on wednesday and ask if I could try the Champix, he said yes he could prescribe it for me but he thought I would be better going to the smoke clinic. I explained I had been and that I have an appt on Wed but I would like to start this weekend on the champix while I am still very motivated. He said he didnt think it was a good idea so close to my failed attempt. I got mad and said so when I go to the clinic they will say the same will they. He said the may do, he said I needed to think if this was the best time to quit. I said my life isnt going to change anytime soon while I am looking after mum and bro and that I dont want to use them as a reason not to try. He told me to go away and have a serious think about whether I was up to quitting as he said if i failed on the champix it would be a double blow and it might knock me down too much. I left in tears feel like there is no one to help, I will go to the clinic but from the sounds of it it will be the same story there. If so I will going this alone.