Day 5

[nsd_user663_3783]

I am still going on ... just couldn't write yesterday. Withstood a few trying moments ...you know drinking mulled wine here at the Xmas markets without anything else in my hand this time.

On the whole quite upbeat. Though I can't really get too pleased with myself until I stop thinking I am missing something – but as many have pointed out, I will just do nothing – that is if I don't go and buy them I won't be able to smoke them. That simple.

[nsd_user663_3633]

Thats the attitude.

If you keep not smoking, you become someone who doesn't smoke.

Simple really, innit?