Everyday the need to smoke was/is wearing me down. I couldn't take the fact that I'm so dependent on nicotine in general. What nicotine does for me isn't enough to make up for what it is doing to me.
I have 9 nieces and nephews whom I never want to see smoke and I never want them to have to go through losing me over something like cancer due to smoking.
I want to be able to feel fresh air in my lungs and get all my taste buds back to normal so I can enjoy food to its fullest!
I want mental freedom from the grip that cigs have on me. The constant I need a smoke oh I haven't smoked blah blah stuff is driving me insane!
I can't remember how it felt to go a day without smoking. I don't want to wake up one day to find the effects of smoking have taken their toll and are to late to reverse.
Mostly, I just want to live! I wanted to quit before I do anymore damage.