okay bit over dramatic, still no fags, things are getting easier, i still think about fags probably 20 times a day or more but only for a fleeting second and i dont seem to be getting that gutsy pang sort of feeling!
Champix is driving me up the wall, have been taking berroca once a day plus a zinc booster, i work with children sometimes and last saturday at work thought i had a cold sore (only ever had one in my life), by sunday it was worrying large and weeping a bit (sorry if your'e eating!), by monday at work I was affectionately painted with a red cross by my nursing team and given a bell to ring to warn anyone in my path of my impending arrival. Went to the quacks and guess what!!!
IVE GOT BLOODY IMPETIGO!!!
IM 34 for gods sake!!!!!!! not some snotty schoolboy!!! gp reckons immune system may be suffering and where as id normally shrug off a strep (bacteria) attack from the little bas---ds , Whoops i mean darling poorly children...ahemmm, this time the little shits have got me well and truly!
I now look like i have a soggy ginger nut attached to my face...........am off work!!!!! have been bored at home all day, had quite a few cravings........
So am heading for 35
have quit smoking
have gained a good 1/2 stone now at day 17 though that is down to alcohol not munchies I think!
I have a face that even my mother laughed at!! (ols school matron!!!, bloody charming, i think its revenge for when i went to see her after she had her hip op and sat on her drain by mistake and couldnt stop laughing!!!)
IM OLD FAT , GAY AND NOW HIDEOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL you really have got to laugh! 8 weeks ago i was a gym bunny, tanned, puffin on a cig in a nightclub and now look............................................................... baldrick from blackadder
least im not smoking!!!!
hope ive made a few of you laugh! it really does get easier and if i can cope with today with no fags am pretty confident I can cope with most things!!!!
I would laugh but my face would crack.....................literally