or is it day 9 quit on wed 17th oct at 11.45pm so for the life of me cant work out what day im on.just finished my 2nd 12 hour night shift only had about 5 hours kip in 48 hours so a bit confused lol.
my brain keeps telling me to get up,never mind still no cigs for me didnt crave last night but did think about them which seems odd cos i dont want one,must be the nic monster playing tricks on me but he aint going to win.
kept having strange memorys which i had forgoten about like when i met my wife for the first time but for some reason i can remember smoking just before talking to her and that was 19 years ago.
all me thoughts last night seemed to contain me having a cig.
must be part of the stop smoking withdrawls,but like i said i dont miss it.
sorry to ramble on each day but i find this forum helps me (something to look forward to like a diary)
well thats me story for today
KEEP STRONG EVERYONE AND TOGETHER WE WILL BEAT THIS MONSTER
ps when a smoker comes into my place of work i am like a old preacher.
repent sinner and cast the demon out of you.
they must think im mad but it makes me laugh inside to myself