I have now moved up an notch.
Not the best of days, had quite a stressful day, I had to take my husband to have a pre op, he is going into hospital on Sat morning to have his gall bladder removed. 5 weeks ago he was rushed into hospital with severe stomach pains & vomiting, it turned out to be acute Pancreatitis.
he was in hospital for 11 days very ill.
I just smoked & smoked with the stress of it all, I must have gone though about thirty a day. anyway 8 days ago I thought I can't do this, there are times of stress in our lives, and there most be ways of copeing without cigs.
Anyway today I had to really fight not to have a cig, but I made it.
Just got to get though sat when he is having his op, so please keep your fingers crossed for me.