another bad day

[nsd_user663_2278]

I'm having another bad one.

Feel so teary and depressed, wanna smack my boss, thinks he's funny the arrogent git, excuse me.

Just wish this day would hurry but dont seem like it is,

day 17 - what a shitter

[nsd_user663_2278]

oh Louise, day 17, wow you have come such a long way

ok honey

deep breaths, drink of cold water, head up, chest out and f**k your boss, not literally sounds like he would never deserve that, in fact thats probably whats a matter with him he needs a s**g and no one on this earth wants to do it with him

I bet he has a few dozen blow up dolls and sheep

come on mate, you are doing really well and we have all been so proud of you

look how close you are to going to bed and today being over with forever as long as you stick with it

we are here for you

hugsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Aww thanks for making me smile Boudee!

Just went to the loos and had a bit of time out.

Thing is i dont even want the cigs any more!!! I just wanna stop having shitty days now

[nsd_user663_2278]

he he i dont think i could start again - keep thiking i'd let you all down!

[nsd_user663_1789]

Louise 17 days is amazing - thats flew by (maybe not for you!!!)

The fact is you'll have shitty days anyway, the cigs won't make them any better.

Hopefully shitty days will get less frequent tho.

Hope you feel better.

BIG WELL DONE - YOU'RE DOING GREAT!!!

[nsd_user663_1988]

Hi Louise,

I'm sorry to hear that your having a shitty day!

Just try and think to yourself 'would having a cigarette actually make me feel any better?'

Of course it wouldn't!

17 days! you're doing great!!!

[nsd_user663_2278]

aww cheers guys and gals.

Still feel a bit down but i'm sure i'll get over it, my boss is just doing my head it!

"I thought i'd printed that off, and i've just printed it again, you think someone would have told me i'd printed it off twice"

TWAT!

sorry, just felt better for doing that!