Haven't been on in a couple of days. As some of you may know my dad has been quite ill over the last months. Lung and liver cancer. Their last projection last Friday was 3 months.
Unfortunatley he died on Wednesday morning.
Am feeling a little relieved as he will no longer be in any pain. Have had my cry and am now getting on with sorting through his affairs with the help of my brother and sister. I am not devastated but will miss him dearly. He was a pain in the arse most of the time but now I'm gonna miss that part of him the most.
Also wanted to say that almost had a cigarette on Wednesday. The only thing that was stopping me was my mum who refused to let me have one. I'm glad she did as I would of regretted it and wouldn't of enjoyed it.
My dad was a heavy drinker and smoker and it was the smokes that got him in the end. Please bear in mind that all this started after I gave up smoking on 1st July. Before then he was fine. It took him in 3 months.
If you ever have the urge to have a smoke, please remember my dad. I hope it may help.
R.I.P. Norbert Falk 10/01/1945 - 10/10/2007
I have been quit for 3 Months, 1 Week, 5 Days, 7 hours, 52 minutes and 9 seconds (104 days). I have saved Â£193.00 by not smoking 1,564 cigarettes. I have saved 5 Days, 10 hours and 20 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 01/07/2007 00:00