Been reading quite a few old posts last night to help me through day two evening. Some really good stuff. I made it through and surprisingly i can still smile.
So just embarking on day three and at the moment feeling pretty good i must say.
Past failures tell me that i am in the bubble of 'isnt this a novalty' and 'i am really doing it'. Not looking forward to that bubble bursting when i am then faced with the rest of my life.
I guess in one sense because i have tried and failed in the past i now know what to expect so am hopefully better equipped to deal with it? Maybe?
Anyway baby steps. Forget forever and think of today. I will not smoke a cigarrette today!!! (although i have not mentioned the fat cuban cigar between my teeth!!!)
Only kidding. At least i havent lost my sense of humour yet.
Cheers everyone for yesterdays support. You are great!!!