I’ve been having a hard time lately with OCD and overthinking stuff.
Warning this will mention incest OCD so if that triggers you, scroll by.
For the past days I was fine and then I started thinking about bees and how there is a queen bee and how I’ve heard that the queen bee is mostly the mother of the hive and if that’s true, if when bees reproduce then wouldn’t that mean..?
Anyways, this and along with other OCD stuff had been bothering me. I told my mom these OCDs and she didn’t want to feed into it by trying to reassure me but felt sorry that I was dealing with it. Later tonight I asked if she could make me tea and she put honey in it and when I pointed it out to her she surprisingly asked “so what you aren’t going to have honey anymore?” And it just sounded like she was so annoyed with my OCD and at the same time it felt like she didn’t really listen or hear what was troubling me, or wonder why stuff like this bothers me. I mean I know it’s OCD but it feels so scary, I don’t know how to explain it.
Has anyone else felt like this?