Hi there, 5 years ago my husband and I began trying for a family. after trying for 2 years and having fertility treatment, I was diagnosed with a neuro condition and my tablets and severity of my condition meant we had to put trying on hold. Last April I had brain surgery and now am told the tablets I need to be on for life since my surgery would mean it would be unsafe for me and for the baby. I find out for definite in May if there is no alternative medication that is safe but they said highly unlikely. I feel like these last 5 years have been a blur and we are in so much pain and have no idea how to face the days ahead. Any advice?