Mixed feelings

Anger, grateful and resentment and forgiving

Towards parents, but must move onto better mental health days

I've got to concentrate on me and yet it becomes about them

Life is so fragile, it can turn your world inside out, upside down or you can make it worth more

[Louiseone]

It seems like you are experiencing a mix of emotions, including anger, gratitude, resentment, and the desire to forgive, particularly in relation to your parents. It's important to acknowledge and address these emotions as part of your journey toward better mental health.