The inner glory reflects.

I always wonder why I choose being in a fantasy like state than actual absorbing reality,which keeps me up at night.Feeling soo consious about thoughts,getting robbed by my own thoughts,which just makes me wanting to stop / quit.Too hard to focus on any thing,too hard to socialize,too hard to concentrate,too hard to breath,too hard to let go.Never really had a clue,what am I or whom am I.Why am I trying too much for attention,care.Craving for love and compatibility became my hobby,cuz you know trying to fill that small hole like void inside.overwelming amount of self hate and body shame Obtained due to the ex-friend,love and people in general made me forget the pathway for healing and self love.The minute you start making this change of attitude about yourself and appreciate your efforts of transforming to your best self thats when the inner glory emits in a way that your mind takes only postivity at this point.to get to this point is possible but its not easy.anything i your life comes from authentic formula of give and take.the more love you give to you reflects the way others treat you.

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I always run away from my reality, and this bothers me, I think that our escape is because we do not accept our lives, so we prefer to live a life we ​​want in our head.

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i am sorry u feel like that i hope u doing well