I try so hard but end up in the same place plus the burden of guilt that I am being so selfish. my mother says just do any job you wont get far in creativity but i have studied hard for past three years to get into care. been in care jobs and just been put off due to bullying and stressful situations which on top of rubbish at home made my anxiety and depression worse and in a situation where im in no job but want to do well with creative skills like sewing making crafts and selling them or combine this with health and social care and do this with the older generation give something back t0 my community particularly people who are isolated or have dementia. its like your life is controlled applied for uni four times didn't get in as only 20 places for the career of ot which always wanted to do , at home just dreaming of making things but feel i cant because of my mother i love her but these days there are so many emploment options and im thinking of creating my own thing as not enough craft , drawing or sewing services out there for the older generation to do , im 21 AND im really into it like they say people will always need it for example we will always need clothes, bags, things that go in yr home wedding and baby crafts. really need advice from people it has been very tough at home and trying to fight my depression me creating wonderful things and losing weight releasing all the frustration and anger which has helped a lot can i have some advice please as iam really stuck and need money for rent that is all they care about as well. Wanting to develop my skills all the time and learn all the time. any comments appreciated. I know I shouldn't go by what others say or what they want its what i want and focus on my health too, shouldn't be like this at my age surely. gained a interest in quilling at the moment
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