I felt so happy a couple months ago. I felt like I could conquer anything. I knew how to cope and live better. What happened? I have all the tools but I've gone down a spiral. I can't focus on what I need to do to find peace. I'm too anxious and irritated all the time. I've been struggling with facing old traumas and letting others bother me.. it is ruining me. I just want to get back to conquering my mental illness. Not lie awake all night with anxiety and negative thoughts. Trying to find the positive light again.
Tomorrow needs to be the change... Only I can make it better. I need to kill people with kindness.