What to do?

[Charmerbluegirl]

So I'm in a situation that's very stressing and not sure what to do. So it's as this I've written a specific exam a few times an I kept failing and this time I said to myself it would be the last cause I can't take it anymore. I feel so depressed and I don't wanna write it again. I'm just fed up at this point. So I said I'd relax till I'm ready to write this exam again in hope of passing but now I have the chance to go to a tutor and I mean a good tutor so said not sure if it's true. An I'd have the company of one soul with me. An I feel like I don't wanna go cause I feel I can't take on anymore you know. I really not sure what to do I'm just tired of failing the exam over and over. I would love a break yes and I'd love to be free and not worry about it an not apply pressure in my life but I kinda worried at the same time with a "WHAT IF" next thing this is the chance I have to pass but the thing is I feel as if I don't have the energy. An I'm scared in a way next thing I can't take the pressure. Is like I feel as if I wanna go but at the same time I don't want too. An I highly doubt I'd get this opportunity again but I feel as if I wouldn't handle it. Maybe if I take some time to myself I might be fine but I don't know what to do. My dad wants me to start the class and I don't want too.

WHAT TO DO??!!

[MAS_Nurse]

Hello Charmerbluegirl

I wonder if it would help if you ask yourself whether you will feel worse if you don't do it this time - particularly as you doubt that you will get this opportunity again. In any case whatever decision you finally make can possibly be used as a starting point to move forward to something new.

Best wishes

MAS Nurse & Moderator

[Charmerbluegirl in reply to MAS_Nurse]

I understand what your saying but just what if I just fail again what do I do then