I have bipolar and I took 41 tablets of quetapine (50mg and 25mg) and 7 zopiclone (7.5mg). I believe I should of died but I have no liver / kidney problems, no heart damage or brain damage. I was in the hospital for 6 days. 2 of which I was sedated and breathing through a ventilator. I am angry at everyone who helped me and saved me. I know I shouldn’t be but I feel as if I was saved against my will and they haven’t listened to what I wanted. I feel selfish and feel as if I should feel “blessed” to be alive but I don’t.
Thank you if you read this and I hope none of you have to experience this.