Just Done

[diamond47m]

I'm so sick of this life, I hate when I look in the mirror to see nothing but a loser. I'm 55, I have lost almost everyone in my family except my 2 kids and my dad. Kids are grown. Son lives with me,my dad who is 87, my boyfriend. I had a job I liked but let a so called friend talk me into going into business with her, all she wanted was my 2500 dollars. She never intended to let me in the business. I lost best friend over me saying she doesn't call or text anymore, found out she's now best friends with someone we both hated at one time. Everybody had always used me. Only one that didn't was my late husband. I have nothing, my best friend is my golden retriever. I never expected to feel like this at my age.