Hello

[Wanttobehapppy]

Well here goes, ive had depression and anxiety for a long time now and started getting help just last June and had 6 weeks off work, i was ok till January off this year then things started to get worse, i know this may be hard for people to read so the next paragraph might be hard to read.

Since the end off February ive been off work and taken 5 overdoses been quite lucky to still be here, i have in the past used money to make me feel better like taking out large loans and a hefty credit card bill to make me feel better, having expensive and nice things like designer clothes, nice cars and motorbikes some how made me feel better, now ive been off work for 2 long periods im now on universal credit and statutory sick pay and can no longer afford The repayments, i know its my fault so im going to declare bankruptcy this way there’s a fresh start and i know i cant get credit for a period.

Also to get me though the days ive been using crack to wipe my mind, for a day it totally clears my mind which again is my fault and really really not recommend this has just made my mood worse has its highly addictive and the withdrawal symptoms are like nothing ive experienced in my life and the company i was keeping are just vultures who just want you using to keep me going back.

I haven’t used in a week and started using a service to help me get off it but it is a struggle, i feel ive ruined my life, please please don’t do what i have