first of all . sorry for my broken english ,cause i am not native english
i am 20 years old and done with my life . i wanna run and go from all this pain inside me , this pain is burning me to ashes and i cant continue with it . every single cells in my f**** body want me to finish this pain , relax , rest in peace . but i am pussy ! i cant kill myself , i am scared . what if there is afterdeath world and i cant reach peace ? so maybe that world would be more hell than this world .
i have lot of problems , i am not successful , i am only at home for 2 or 3 hours each day and my parents can f**** my brain in that 2 hours ! its really great talent that they have , its like torture ! physical torture would be greater than this mental torture ! simply i am done ! tell me something . anything . plzzzzzzz
I am so sorry to hear you are suffering so much. You have come to a good place for support. I’m sure people will start replying to your post soon. Life can be very hard for people and you are not alone ! 🙏
Hi are you in the UK it's hard to deal with problems when you think you are alone.
But you have came to the right place there is a lot of help on this site people who have been through similar situations. I know it's hard to deal with but it will get better do you have friends who you can talk the. If not then feel. Free to talk on here.
If you ever need to vent or just chat just message me or any one on the site. It's good to talk and open up to get it off your chest.Hope you feel better soon take care.
Welcome to our supportive community. Well done for taking a brave step out to reach out for help. As you have begun to find folks here are only too willing to come alongside you and share from their personal journeys and experiences.
You are obviously going through a really difficult time right now, and the pain inside that you are feeling is very real, but taking your life is not the solution to this. Your life is valuable and precious and you need to find a way to get the help you need to find the strength to live. We take everything you say very seriously. I would urge you to talk about your situation with your doctor or mental health professional, so they can help you through this. Please bear in mind that this is an anonymous community and anonymous advice in this acute situation, may make things worse, not better, and may also be a risk to other members of the community who may themselves be feeling quite vulnerable. This forum is no substitute for professional medical advice, no matter how well-meaning.
Can you leave home as you are 20years old? I see from your profile that you are living in a sensitively challenging country. Are you culturally prevented from leaving? Is there anyone else you could go and live with e.g. a trusted friend or family member outside of your country of residence? This might give you the physical, emotional and psychological headspace you need to get help.
I have edited out your swear words as the use of expletives is not allowed in posts, no matter how strongly you feel about the situation you are in. I have also added a *Trigger warning* to your post title. We ask members to do this when their post contains information that may cause vulnerable members distress, and warn them not to read the post.
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Please hold on and do not give up hope. We are listening and are here for you.
Ok, folks please can you pop by and support this new member.
Keep posting. Your English is fine and I understood you perfectly.
Hey! You sound just like me about 4 years ago when I was about your age. I know you don’t want to hear it but you are young and you don’t need to be successful right now. You need to gain knowledge! Go do some stuff you have wanted to do. Out of your comfort zone! Ignore your parents as much as you can for your sanity! Also, you don’t need to apologize for your English, it’s great!
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