Messed Up

[bubble02]

I have been fighting OCD Depression and GAD and been going to therapy, as it is a travel distance I have had a colleague friend who has been helping me. Other than this I have no support. So I have been very reliant o this person.

Well he has had enough of the OCD traits and really said it that he doesn't want me to contact him again. This was after I wanted to turn round and check again when travelling, yes I know it is OCD but now I am left without anyone and canot go back and do the ritual so I am so upset and scared, I know this is a long message but when does this OCD illness stop from everyone going away fromyou.My family, friends, job....desperate now what is there the fighting is hard the doubting is hard the extrene lonliness of being not wanyted can anyone help

[hypercat54]

I am sorry to hear about your friend saying that but will say that it must be very hard on the person trying to help you if they are your sole support. Don't forget everyone has problems and sometimes they need someone to care for them instead.

You have us to talk to and your therapist which is something. x

[Hidden]

If you are going to have problems attending your appointments have words with your GP and CPN ?. there may be adjustments so you can attend your appointments. We live in the countryside and when we need to travel to hospital sometimes a car is put on for me.

If I need sedation because my Wife is unable to drive they pick me up and drive me home

Dependent on your condition assistance may be given, you have nothing to loose and everything to gain by asking

BOB

[bubble02 in reply to Hidden]

Yes I am so sorry that I caused a problem and now feel so sad cant stop thikig about it all.I am also worried about ot beig able to gobackand do the routine I usually doits so bad ist it why do I feellike this

[Hidden in reply to bubble02]

Talk to your Doctor and explain what has happened as mentioned above there may be ways to help you receive your treatment.

BOB