For the past 4 years I haven’t stayed at a job constantly past 3 months. And the latest job I have I’m in the process of medical leave or I will be terminated on the 8th. I am feeling very confused about is it me or has it been the jobs I’ve chosen, but my track record say’s I have a problem. And this lasted job I was getting anxiety every time it was time to go to work so I would cancel my shift. I’m already diagnosed with depression, pmdd, and I believe its something else. I have therapy tomorrow which most times I don’t mind going, so why can’t I go to work? I’ve had some traumas lately so that definitely shook my world and I also have a second biopsy scheduled the end of this month. It’s a stage higher than last year which is frightening. The one good part is my spouse (but we’re seperated) told me to take my time and figure it out and he’s here for me.