I turn to you here as I cannot think who else to talk to. This is the stupidest thing.I have recently had a lovely birthday when my sons took me out for a delicious meal.That was on Saturday, 29th September.I have managed to stay relatively cheerful since then although I am on no medication at present and am suffering a lot of lower back pain.
I was looking forward to cooking a nice meal tonight for all of us but I should have defrosted it over night as it can't b cooked from frozen. I didn't check on this till today so now I can't provide the meal. This has thrown me into floods of tears which have lasted a long time.I ask you why such a trivial thing could do this when I was doing so well. I suppose it shows that my mental state is still abnormal. I can't seem to control these bouts of crying, I have little appetite, my stomach and bowels are preventing me from eating a healthy diet as I am often nauseous and have abdominal cramps. For the last 3 days I thought I was getting back to normal but I was obviously wrong. Can any of you explain this ridiculous set back?