The Light

[MsTree]

I'm not dying it's a metamorphosis. I don't feel crippled when I chose to view things from a new perspective. A more positive way of thinking.

[Rexj]

Awesome!!!! Glad you see things in a good way

[sweetiepye]

I think you have a great attitude and this will grow you as a person. I am hoping this is what my current problems will do for me. It seems the more I attack them the stronger I become. Unfortunately being alive means you always have them. I could use a break. Pam

[MsTree in reply to sweetiepye]

My mother always had a saying for every life event. I believe she would say, "To thine own self be true". It was many years before I knew what she meant by that. I'm writing a book called "Mama Said". Life has never been easy for me just because of the way things affect me. I love too much.

[sweetiepye in reply to MsTree]

You wouldn't think that could be possible to love too much , but it is true. There are always those who are willing to take advantage of that so we have to harden ourselves a bit.

[MsTree in reply to sweetiepye]

I still haven't stopped crying over the betrayal. Nut, I can cry undetected. I just go to the back room and pretend to be busy until it passes. I have an appointment with a therapist. I have to sort these tortuous thoughts that rise up in my mind. I don't want them there, they just are. The trust is broken and that is something that will never come back. I pray for God to love, trust through me. I refuse to be a bitter old woman.