Feeling hopeless

[Flaweddesign]

So at work I was sharing some issues I was having, and I was told apparently everyone goes through what I am going through and it's normal? I feel so lost, I am not sure how to handle this emotionally. I been gaining weight when I don't eat much, I lose fistful of hair, I cry and irritated for no reason, and I'm tired non stop even with 3-5 cups of coffee. I'm on several pain meds and anti depressant.

Should be glad that this is how everyone feels after 30? Also told that I might have early menopause, If so how much worse my 40s and 50s goong to be. I am not suicidal but death doesnt seem that bad. I cant have kid, I'm over weight and just miserable....just needed to vent a little.

[Hidden]

Vent away my friend!! I always feel so much better once I’ve gotten everything out. You’ve come to the right place haha.

[Flaweddesign in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, sometimes putting thoughts into words clear some anxiety and stress. ☺

[Hidden in reply to Flaweddesign]

I went to the batting cages for the first time in years and I found it to be very therapeutic. ⚾️ I think it’s important to find different ways to relieve stress. Got to get all that bad stuff out!!

[bailey01]

Hi Flaweddesign,

I'm in my mid forties and may be going through Peri menopause. My anxiety and depression really bad and been been suicidal 5 times in last year. Maybe you should see your doctor maybe for a change in medication and mention the hair falling out. Always here for a chat, take care and stay in touch x x