It seems to me that the nicer I am, the more guys think they can play me.
Background info: I have had a long relationship of six years that ended roughly two years ago. For a year or so, I was not interested in dating or guys in general, I was still licking my wounds, so to say. Now that I am back in the dating pool, I realize that it's shallow asf. I used to be the kind of girl who was a bit bitchy, flirty and incredibly private when it came to talking about feelings but I have been trying to change that ever since the breakup because I feel like those traits contributed in ending the relationship I was in greatly.
I have never been played in my life before and this new situation is really bugging me. I have met 2 guys this year, not at the same time, one of them, I found out later on, was also seeing another girl the entire time he was "dating" me. I had told this guy I didn't want anything serious at the moment and that I wanted to take things slow which he agreed to - but he kept repeating that he wanted me onlu, and had serious intentions and whatnot. Then I find out he has been seeing someone else on the side, ha. Of course, I ended things immediately and I really do not care about the guy. No tear wasted there - I just want to know why.
The second guy I have been dating was extremely into me or so it seemed, calling me and texting me all day every day, even on the days we saw each other, non stop checking up on me and talking about his future plans until... he started ghosting me. That's right, ghosting. No replies to my texts, my calls stayed unanswered etc. There weren't any fights or anything of the sort prior so I was left with a what the f... feeling.
To me: I am incredibly attractive and good looking, smart and funny if you like your humour black. So I really have no idea why I have been running into idiots lately when this has never happened to me before.
It is starting to make me think that there is something wrong with me. Any thoughts?