I'm dead already

[MustBeAWay]

Sigh, I destroyed my life and I keep thinking it'll get better but I truly know it won't . Even God hates me. I need a plan.

[MAS_Nurse]

Hi DownNout and thank you for your post. I am sorry to heat things are so difficult for you now. You do sound at a very low point. Have you spoken to your GP about how you are feeling, as he/she will be able to help and support you? Also, do you have any close family members or friends who could go with you to the appointment, as this often helps?

Please could you tell us a bit more about your situation so that we can help you? Things will get better with time. Do stay on this caring forum to receive support from other members and be kind to yourself. Are any members able to help DownNout, Please? Thank you and best wishes.

[MustBeAWay in reply to MAS_Nurse]

There's no help for me. I lost everything even my self respect. There's no coming back from that.

[MAS_Nurse in reply to MustBeAWay]

Hi DownNout, please let us know how you are feeling now. We are here to support you. Best wishes.

[MustBeAWay in reply to MAS_Nurse]

I feel the same way. I have just completely messed up and I feel there is nothing good that is going to come to my life.

[Hidden]

You are not down and out, you are here still and it can be possible hopefully for you to try and address your situation.

Your first task will be to make an appointment to see your GP, make a double appointment then make a list of the problems you now have, make the list cause and effect into two list on same paper, so you will be able to explain your situation and try and address those problems that are making you the way you are. A treatment Pathway may be drawn up to help you approach these problems you have.

If in the UK and you feel in any danger or hopelessness contact NHS Helpline on Tel 111

They will help. However if at all possible talk to your GP first

BOB

[MustBeAWay in reply to Hidden]

Sigh.

[Hidden in reply to MustBeAWay]

What is wrong how can we help ?

[MustBeAWay in reply to Hidden]

Too much. I'm going to move and try to find myself. I've been abused emotionally and the police is part of the problem. My ex gets away with everything. He's a complete liar and a manipulator. I didn't speak about it and that was stupid. I can't believe I allowed this to happen.

[Hidden in reply to MustBeAWay]

If you are in any danger, you need to seek advice, the police can advise, although your GP will be able to put you in contact with the relevant Social Services Team.

Make your Appointment with your GP and get some help. You are there where you are and you deserve help and assistance to move on in your life.

We are always around too chat

BOB

[MustBeAWay in reply to Hidden]

The police is / was apart of the problem.

[Hidden in reply to MustBeAWay]

May I ask, what happened ?

BOB

[MustBeAWay in reply to Hidden]

My evil ex turned my daughter against me. He tried it with both daughters and caused them to miss out on college and the Olympics, he told so many lies in court and the judge believed them all. He's white. I had joint legal he refused to coparent. Now I have supervised visits. I was and am the perfect mother. Now my kids are doing terrible.

[Starrlight]

I used to feel like God hated me but when I feel better I know He doesn’t. God doesn’t hate you. I am sorry you are in a dark place right now.

Do you want to talk about what is bringing you down; what is on your mind that bothers you?

[MustBeAWay]

This is really important are there any members of the medical profession here or religious community. I need to talk to someone asap. I need a number.

[g33kgirl86 in reply to MustBeAWay]

Hi there.

I know what it's like to hurt beyond all comprehension. This time last year I was sitting in my works toilet with a lot of pills in my hand. Where I am now is far removed from there and I never thought it was possible but it is. It takes a heck of a lot of bravery to say that you don't accept this and you want to live. So I'm going to ask you first to choose to be brave... Choose you.

Thank you for reaching out to us. We all have a different range of experiences and we can offer advice but part of that is letting us and to do that sweetheart, we need the bigger picture. Just as others have said, you sound like you could do with a sit down with a medical professional. Unfortunately that isn't something that is offered here.

Whatever your troubles, we are all here together.. Talk to us