I've recently been struggling with thoughts of whether life is real or not (e.g.: could it be a dream; could I be imagining life) and I feel like I am drowning in these thoughts. Sometimes it is so overwhelming that it feels delusion-like. Even when I have moments of not having these thoughts, my mind then goes to thinking about why anything in life even matters.
I have been in therapy for 3 months and am currently on 1mg of Risperidone and 10mg of Lexapro. I am wondering if anyone has experienced anything similar to this or has any suggestions of how to feel better (different meds, ect, etc.) ?