Confused.

[darkshadow]

I don't know why I'm being treated like a new member here. All I've done is change my email address. I am Darkshadow and have been here for many years. You are making me feel like an outsider now.What's going on? Myra Shearer.

[Sky-dancer]

I have had the same in other groups when I changed my email.. I think it's because the email addresses are what's remembered and stored. Sorry, not very technical, I'm not good at explaining myself when it comes to computers and sites..

[darkshadow in reply to Sky-dancer]

Neither am I and I get so bad tempered with it all. Thank you for responding. I'm having an truly awful time just now with my depression.I'm at my wits' end. I could no longer stand all the

side effects of the medication so I'm off it but feel so sad all the time. It's a lovely day here but I've been sobbing my heart out all morning.I've tired myself out. It comes on in waves which I can't seem to stop.

[hypercat54]

Hi darkshadow who is treating you like a new member? I'm confused now. If it is the site owners I guess it's because you have changed your email address and they think you are a newbie. We all know you have been here for a long time. x

[darkshadow in reply to hypercat54]

Well, I was asked for a lot of details like when I first joined. I've likely got the wrong end of the stick again. I often do nowadays. Pay no attention to me. Like most people here, I'm going through a rough time again. Myra.

[hypercat54 in reply to darkshadow]

I am sure that's why you were asked a lot of details coz they didn't recognise your new email address.

I am sorry you are going through a rough time Myra, can I help at all? x

[darkshadow in reply to hypercat54]

I don't honestly think anyone can change my circumstances. My sons don't want me to take a holiday as I used to do as they would worry about me.I used to drive long distances and enjoy every minute of it as it gave me such a good feeling of freedom and empowerment but now my nerves make me hesitate.There are only two friends left who could come with me but both of them still have their partners with them. My sons are the best but I don't want to interrupt their plans or affect their lives by being a burden.

I would want to take my little doggiedarling with me so that is a further consideration. Winter is over so I hope my spirits rise every day with the morning sun.

[hypercat54 in reply to darkshadow]

I think you should do want and don't let your sons attitudes stop you. If you want to go on holiday then go on your own if you want. Can't one of your sons go with you? x

[darkshadow in reply to hypercat54]

They have both done so in the past but the truth is I'm nervous about it myself now. Still--it may just happen yet. Thanks.