feel like everything is falling apart, I hear voices saying to me I'm not worth it, I should be here anymore and I have failed everything in life. I keep refusing to go up A&E due to them being busy, I've tried to speak to the doctor about my issues and he said I've just got to wait until I see the mental health team but I've been waiting 3 weeks. I am scared off my future can't even think of my future. I keep feeling really low, doctor can't give me anything because it was my old mental health Dr prescribed them and they will not give me anything I've tried so many times. I'm on the edge of having a breakdown, constantly crying myself to sleep at night, isolating myself from people and put a fake smile on.