Lost my mother last year. Took it bad, had some counselling. Not sure it helped.
Have a full time job but the last few weeks I just want to pack everything in. Job, life everything.
I have lost all confidence, don't want to get out of bed on a morning.
I am putting on a big act for the outside world but inside I am dying.
Starting to have thoughts that everybody might be better off if I wasn't here. I have a wife & two beautiful kids & I feel so bad for having these thoughts but I can't see another way out.