I m 24 yr old married girl. When I am unmarried my fmly don't understand me, after my marriage my in-laws and my husband also don't understand me. I just want live freely my life with no restriction. My fmly and my in-laws both are have a orthodox mentality.if u girl don't do that don't do this. Before my marriage I have a relationship with a such a nice guy. But my fmly said that he is not a our matching caste so they don't agree and fixed my marriage with another guy.i compromise with my all happiness. Now I try to live life to forget every thing. I want to do job.but my in-laws and husband says no for private job. I feel I m a useless person. I can't say all my pain. My life is how much disaster.i feel helpless. My mind is suck.i feel very tired from this society.u don't believe I don't talk with my friends since last 1 year. Sometime I think why I m girl. I can't share all this with anybody. I have big fmly but inside I feel very lonely. I feel that I run away anywhere to leave every thing.