Ive been feeling great for the past few days and so positive but there's been a doubt in my mind that keeps me thinking that I'm going to have a really bad come down. I've been sober for almost 2 months now as I looked to alcohol as self medication. I don't crave it as much but in times where I can't understand why I feel like I do, I want the alcohol to help forget it. My life is going so much better than a few months ago but Ive just been so fed up and depressed each night and there's nothing to explain it. I know it's my anxiety but I feel like nothing will make it go away and that makes me more anxious.