Hi I joined today and I am so thankful for this forum. We are all in this together and I feel blessed knowing others know my struggles. My hubby had cancer last October, then layoff, and last month got job offer 6.5 hours away. I suddenly had a relapse of my clinical major depression 2.5 months ago. The symotoms were so debilitating that 3 days ago I finally reached out to my family doctor who increased my dosage (15mg Paxil since 2012) to 30mg. I think so Much happened to hubby that my caregiving body finally gave in when he finished chemo and got a job. Raising kids in PA while he is now working and living in Boston is quite scary esp. Since my symptoms make everyday functioning so hard. I pray that increasing the dose would help! Merry Christmas and thank you for being here!