Recently, I've been trying to get help to manage my depression but I feel like everything is going against my recovery.
My car needed fixing and I was close to getting it all sorted till I was hit with a bigger more expensive problem. I feel like I've wasted a load of time and money trying to sort something that is now impossible.
I used to self medicate with alcohol and I'm absolutely dying for a drink but I've been 3 weeks sober and don't want to slip up. But I'm so fed up of things and how they're going at the minute, I just need something to take my mind of it.