Breathing Underwater

[Deanna1738]

I feel like im already dead,but i am somehow still breathing, Maybe underwater..? i honestly dont understand how this can hurt as much as it does, i have been through so much already but yet im still being thrown more s*** everyday, i want to give up so bad. everyone i try to get close to leaves me, i have tried so many times to have a lasting relationship..but no it never works out i always push people away because of my past and whats happened to me, i have PTSD,RAD, depression,anxiety and mood disorders. i mean i am completely ***** up because all the trauma that happened before i was adopted. I mean what is the point anymore like honestly.?

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Hi Deana1738 it's good to meet you and welcome to the site. I have had to edit your post because swearing is not allowed on this site. Please take the time to familiarise yourself with the community guidelines and use of inappropriate language which you will find in the pinned posts.

I am sorry you are feeling so bad. You don't say whether you have sought help and are on any meds and/or having counselling. Are you and is it helping at all?

Please have a look round the site as there is lots of useful information here. I am sure you will receive more replies shortly. Lil x

[blackcat64013]

Hi Deanna1738,

The point is

The Lyrics

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

Let's make this world

A better place to live

Stop to take

Start to give

Love's got the power

To get it done

To stop the pain

Of a killing gun

And even if you say

We're gonna die today

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

'Cause love will find a way my friend

Whatever it will take

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

Why don't we try today my friend

'Cause love will find a way my friend

Whatever it will take

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

Why don't we try today my friend

To make this world a better place

Let's make this life

A better life to live

Stop to hate

Learn to forgive

Evil power can kill

The human race

If we give life

A human face (a human face)

And even if you say

We're gonna die today

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for toda

'Cause love will find a way my friend

Whatever it will take

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

Why don't we try today my friend

To make this world a better place (a better place)

And even if you say

We're gonna die today

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

'Cause love will find a way my friend

Whatever it will take

I'm still living for tomorrow

I'm living for today

Why don't we try today my friend

To make this world a better place

I'm still living for tomorrow