addiction

[kw41716]

i take handfuls of anti depressants and pain killers... what will happen to my organs like stomach and kidney or liver ? i’ve been feeling very sick lately . nausea/vomiting , headaches , loss of apatite , swollen abdomen area , etc .

[kw41716]

well my psych doctor didn’t wanna help . i went to my normal doctor and they may do a scope depending if the carafate works on my stomach or not

[kw41716]

what’s accident and emergency ?

[kw41716]

oh okay , gotcha . one thing about that is they’ll put me back on the lock down unit and i don’t want that plus my mom and step dad refuse to let me go to the hospital anyway ☹️

[kw41716]

no , my one doctor who gives me my meds told me not to do it again and gave me more

[kw41716]

i defiantly believe you , but he did give me the same amount and same dosage

[kw41716]

i shall try my best ! thank you ☺️

[kw41716]

okay ! no problem !

[kw41716]

sweet ! thank you so much ☺️

[Hidden]

Hi kw41716 I am very concerned by your post and comments. Please seek help straightaway as you could damage yourself beyond recovery by taking all these pills. The danger is not so much that you could die (you could) but could do yourself permanent damage which would make your life that much harder and jeapardise your future.

Please get yourself to the hospital immediately. At 19 you are old enough to take yourself and don't need your parents approval or help. You need help now.

Meanwhile have a look at our crisis helplines and call for help.

[kw41716 in reply to Hidden]

makes me panic to ask to go to the hospital for help ☹️ i don’t want to end up staying there and losing everything i’ve worked for ....

[Hidden in reply to kw41716]

Better than dying? Better than doing yourself permanent damage? If you are overdosing on pills like this then you do need the help. You are very young and you have got plenty of time in the future to make your life how you wish. Right now you are ill and need help. Lil x

[kw41716 in reply to Hidden]

i understand , thank you !

[Hidden in reply to kw41716]

I do understand where you are coming from Kw41716 and I think many of us on here have overdosed before, including me, It's never an answer though so keep the faith that one day you will be feeling a lot better than now. Have hope for your future. Lil x

[MAS_Nurse]

Hello kw41716 and welcome to the forum. It is very important that you ask for medical help as soon as possible about the way you are feeling. Go to your nearest accident and emergency department and ask for help. Treatment, help and support are available. Please reach out for this, as others on the forum have advised. Also, please have a look at the crisis helplines on the pinned posts on the right of the screen and stay on the forum for further help and support. Best wishes.

[Vrt14]

Hi, I am also on medication for mental health and started taking Probiotics and they definitely help with my upset stomach. I use Florastor and it's expensive.

[Khayaws]

Serotonin Syndrome is deadly and this is how you would get it, it also cant be cured so if you're okay consider that next time you take a step too far you may not be able to be saved. Even if you reach out for help.. And most people who have harmed ones self and had a real brush with death have regretted their action and were terrified for their life, not that im implying anything other than I dont want harm to come to you.