How do I even start I dint know. Dont even know what part of my life went wrong.
So here is the story: I was a bright student, good at studies, sincere enough and a perfectionist but now I am just lost at the age of 25. I do have a job but I feel I dont fit well (after spending a good amount of time coming to the decision that this is only I want to do, ie, marketing), i am scared and anxious all the time, I have become careless about myself, my health.
I just cant shake off the feeling, tried everything from talking to parents, friends, to spending time alone to understand what is making me feel this way. I find everything difficult and stressful to handle though all can flawlessly carry out their work, I know I am capable enough to do good for myself but this self-doubt is killing me.
Do anyone here feels the same way too!
Hi and welcome. Yes self doubt is huge for me. I was in a job 5 weeks after many successful roles prior but I self pressured so bad I broke down and now looking for another job. Hit rock bottom now constant fear, panic and tears. So u are not alone.
Hi blossomgirl, after reading your message I think I have done the same thing. Trying to prove myself my over-shooting the targets and taking lot on my plate and I guess this is just a temporary meltdown