For a few weeks I've felt like this may be happening to me. I'm planning on asking my new therapist ab it soon, but I feel like I could have DP. A few weeks ago I started understanding what was keeping me held up in the past. I've felt for a while now that everything that happened before my first therapy appt wasn't even real. Like it was all a dream. There's this fog that's covering my brain as to what's happened my whole life up until therapy, & I can't seem to blow it away. I know it happened to me, but I fail to realize that it was real bc I feel like I've watched my life from an audience. I can see, touch, & smell things, but I never feel truly connected to my body like I'm living them. It's so hard to get through & explain. I truly need some support, bc I'm feeling like this has been something I've struggled with.