I've just joined this community and already feel a sense of helpfulness from reading your posts to know there are many of us who are experiencing similar emotions.
I've been all over the place with doctors and family as they tell me that there's nothing wrong and to just cheer up, get on with it. The drs solution is to keep popping the fluxotine and that'll fix me but I feel that I cannot be fixed. I can't cope with stress and feel that I am breaking away from all aspects of life. Sound a bit dramatic but that's what I can feel.
I'm trying my hardest to succeed and to become a better person, to enjoy life but I appear to be failing at any task in hand. I don't want to become a lifeless person and have tried different methods to enjoy things but nothing appears to work.
I'm not crazy, just wanted to let go and express what I'm holding inside.