Hi I was 17 and 25 when I got blank mind syndrome and I recovered from that. I'm 50 now and was doing good for 25 yrs. Then a whole year of anxiety and fear showed up out of no where. I battled it the best I could. I was on lithium since the last time. I'm so angry this has happened to me again. My thoughts just started slipping away. It was so scary. It's been 5 months now and I'm so besides myself. Dr has me on Lamictal 150mg a day and lithium 600mg a day. My lithium levels last week were really low so now I'm taking 900 mg once a day. Morning is the worst part of the day. Just knowing I have to push through the day and how painful it is. Does anyone have anything that has helped. I'm in counseling and mindfulness and meditation doesn't help. I never wanted to go through this again. It's more harder this time. I have no thoughts to start a conversation. I can express my emotions but blank after that. Thanks for any help.