Trying to hold it together

[Bulliedinlife1981]

So I go through these moments where I know what I want and need to do to move forward and my mind Is not cluttered for just those moments when I can actually see myself as being successful and at peace.Then as time goes on and I m trying for example ( I have been trying to get another job , I only work 3 days a week and when I'm not working I find myself to deep in my own mind ) it s been a whole month and no luck and I'm starting get down on myself and this better self I started to see is now drifting away, I don't know what to do , I m to old for this I feel like my life is so over and it takes so much out of me to pump myself up and then again I fall. Can anyone relate ?

[Hidden]

From your site name above I think all your problems are to do with bullying, if you are having problems work because of above you need to address the problem and move on. Life is complicated enough to suffer any disrespect from those around you, at work discuss all with your Supervisor and get it sorted. We can all allow ourselves to be a victim to this sort of thing so you need to put your foot down and tell the person to back off.

If it is your Boss take the person to one side and demand the respect you deserve, if your feel worthless your work will suffer more ad this will lead to poor results.

No matter what anyone feels about you, respect should be shown if this is not the case the should have a very good reason to treat you badly. In some case you have every the option of taking advice because of this attitude.

Stand up for yourself

BOB

[Bulliedinlife1981 in reply to Hidden]

I ll keep that in mind thanks

[jimbroker]

I completely understand. Having introduced a new approach into my life, things at times, appear different than the mind makes them out to be. If you haven't yet read, I would highly recommend the writings of Eckhart Tolle. The Power of Now, A New Earth and Stillness Speaks are his three ground breaking books. Blessings

[Bulliedinlife1981 in reply to jimbroker]

I will thank you

[jimbroker in reply to Bulliedinlife1981]

Admittedly, these three literally turned my life around.... even have two published books. 😊

[poppet36]

I can relate...its exhuasting having to keep getting back up. I feel too old for it too like it shouldnt still be happening at my age. Message me anytime x

[poppet36]

P.s ive been bullied my whole life

[jimbroker in reply to poppet36]

Had been bullied from k-8th grade. At the high school level, I put a stop to it.

[poppet36]

I hate people that think its ok to verbally or physically push someone around. Some of my worst times where at work, now you would expect people to grow up after high school but apparently not. Ive been verbally kicked while im down over the past couple of years which has really knocked me for six.