Feeling Alone

[Rainsj]

Hi guys, I had some pretty major depression a couple years back but now I'm 1 year through college and I go out of state so I've made some awesome friends but they're all 7 hours away where my school is, but I'm home for the summer and I just never really feel home.. I don't do anything with my friends, since through high school I never really had "close friends".

I was super active and had a lot of friends that I'd play sports/band/etc with but no one I'd really call best friends, I always wanted to be out of high school doing my own thing but now that I am I've just been feeling really alone the last month or so..

Don't even get me started with my desire for relationships which being as single as I have been doesn't help me feeling alone..